TO THE RESPECTFUL ONE

Down, Dissapointed and Ashamed....

I know that this world is fair. Very fair to everyone. But why do I have to feel it ?

I know that every hard work would gain a good effort. But why do I have to feel it ?

I know that every will that is done with sincere and seriousness will end happy. But why ?

I once loved IT as my favorite star. But not anymore.

I once raised IT upon anything else. But not anymore.

I once respect IT for the time. But not anymore.

I once treat IT as my savior. But not anymore.

Eventhough THEY keep smiling at me, I smile at THEM back. But behind that, I fell deep sadness.

Eventhough THEY keep talking to me, I talk to THEM back. But behind that, my mouth feels paralyzed.

Eventhough THEY keep joking with me, I joke to THEM back. But behind that, I was so broken-hearted.

I will never forget this experience. It sure is really HARD but overall I have to face it, and yes I've faced it so far. Note one thing that I am amble to MANIPULATE ANY SITUATION !! Sometimes I could be who I am not. **to be continued**